t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Sunday, June 04, 2006
thisissototallyuncalledfor.
ididn'task.sowhydidyoutellme?
andinanycaseireallydon'tknowwho'stellingthetruth.
exceptthatithurtslikefuck.
ijustcan'tbringmyselftotrustanyone,notevenmyself.
sothankyousomuchforremindingmeofthissideofme.
iwishyoucouldjustforadayleavemealone?stophauntingme.idontwannahateyou.
ithoughticouldgetoverthisbarrier.
butyoujusthadtospoilitalldidn'tyou?
wellthanksalotforscrewingmeupinsideevenmore.
likei'mnotmessedupenough.thanksalot.
andnexttimepleaseshutupunlessiask.
idon'tknowwhatthefuckthisworldwantsfromme.
can'tijusthaveadayofpeaceandjoy?
guessnothuh.iguessnot.
hurt.
lies .
trust.?
truth .. ?
pain.
tears.
b r o k e n .
you love me ;
but you dont know who i am .
i'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand ..
you love me ?
but you don't know who i am ..
so let me go
let me go ..
no matter how hard i try ;
i cant escape these things inside .
i know ..
i know ..
but all the pieces fall apart .
you will be the only one who knows ;
who knows .
;elysium.
9:30:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
